Sunday, December 12, 2010

Its a start

I just completed my first two days work in a two year time frame. Got to say, it feels pretty great. I mean I am doing the most boring thing possible but at least they allow me to read during the down time. Which will come in handy when school starts.

I can actally see myself on my feet and living my life in the near future. I havent been able to do so in years. This is an awakening for me. I am doing this, I am getting out of my house and in to my own place. I am going to be a grown 25 year old. Oh yea!

My girlfriend and I are still split. I will say how ever I do miss her and wish things went down differently. But she is now in a place where she is confused and not sure of me. It just plain out sucks. But the thing that I don't like is that as everyday that goes by, I find myself moving on a little bit. And everything starts to get easier and easier. The funny part is when ever I get a text from her or see a picture, I am back at square one. It may be may be possible that I am becoming a fb stalker on my ex's page. HA! Things are looking up though, I am excited

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